After graduation from university and getting the license, I have worked in the hospital for over a decade. There are many lessons in my career that are not taught in schools, and those are the hardest to learn. It made me fear and doubt my original intention. I had been used to the dilemma and became insensitive. My life is wove with prayer. I was reminded that the best way for the fear is to confront it. The real world situation has taught me so much. So I have changed my way of thinking and behaving.